heaviness
can't seem to get the weight off my chest. had a nice napping dream in which I saw moley wole. she was gnawing on something happily, and looked up with a grin as I rubbed my nose in her sweet stinky ears. I could feel her soft fur, and smell her cornchip stinky self. her happy little grin, as she gloated over her bone, and all of it was what I've been waiting for. I know I won't be able to hold onto my memories forever, so I'm hoping to have plenty of doggie visits in my dreams. it's all in there, the memories and all that, so I'm counting on my dreams to keep her alive for me.

even as I dreamed, I knew it was a dream, and savored it.

it's been exactly two weeks (plus a coupla hours). and my heart will not stop breaking.

:: ewee 12:05:00 PM [+] :: 0 comments ::
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