inertia
finding some ease today. for a little while, things have been very up and down (to say the least) and there have been moments when i could not find the flow in life. everything. seemed. to. stick. and i just got so tired. tired or anxious. either i couldn't sit still, or i couldn't move. either way, it's inertia, right?

not that all is bad, i'm finding things/moments -- those in-between seconds -- where i'm truly present and everything is real and solid. but sometimes things just get so hard -- tchul-tchul-meh, my mom might say (and then she'd shake her head and ask why i have to make every thing so hard, as tho i could choose). but really, i'm finding my way, bit by bit, and learning about love and loss in equal measure.

but today, there is a little flow, and some productive energy to get me moving (but not running in circles). not sure what tonight will bring, but i'm glad for the bit of ease i have now.

and through it all, there's been sleepy puppy dog toes to remind me to rest.

:: ewee 12:40:00 PM [+] :: 0 comments ::
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